I guess I’ve never felt so miserable like I felt yesterday. When the few good moments which took me up on the roller coaster weren’t worth the sudden bitterness that I felt when it went down. And it went down so fast this time.
But I should have known. It’s always like this on roller coasters. It takes a while for you to go up: the excitement increasing, the expectations about the fun and the adrenaline you’re looking for. But then, up there, although it’s pleasant, it’s so brief, so fleeting… and you can try to stop time to stay there, but it’s pointless. It’s going down, and faster! And if you want to leave the roller coaster: this is the right moment.
It’s never different when we are in a wrong relationship. Something that is not meant to be…
Good friends tried to advise me. And I really tried to go out of this. But I was weak, so I probably deserve the suffering. Maybe I learn and stop being stubborn.
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